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Saturday 30 November 2013

Durian's story.

Suddenly,a smell hooked me,the aroma of the durians piled along the market stalls that lined the street. Nice,very nice. Indeed. Sharp, both smell and textured. Know how i felt? I bet u don't.

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Tuesday 26 November 2013

Cinta Agung

Kau tau, momen indah bila satu bau menerpa, dan automatisnya kau terus teringat pada abah kau. Yang dah lama pergi. Dan bila satu bau lagi menerpa, persis wangian mahal lelaki sundal, terus kau teringat pedihnya luka. Dua rasa berbeza. Tapi ceritanya tentang lelaki. Ah, terpulang pada kau. Persepsi manusia kan beda. Agungnya seorang lelaki yang kau panggil ayah, baba, abah, daddy maupun apak adalah kerana dia cinta pertama. Dan sadisnya kisah cinta kau kerana  lelaki juga. Yang meluka dan menghancur jiwa. Tapi, bukan semua. Kalau bukan kerana dia pernah buat kau bahgia, tidak la kekasih namanya. Tapi jodoh itu  dah di pegang, dan dia bukan untuk kau. Dunia akhirat. Maka jadilah luahan dan rintihan emosi  kerana marahkan takdir Illahi. Untung jika kau jumpa yang persis Muhammad S.A.W yang cintakan Khadijah sepenuh jiwa. Agungnya tiada tara, kerana menerima kekasih seadanya. Menjunjung janji tanpa nista. Dan paling utama, berkongsi rasa,susah dan bahgia, sama rata.

Jika ada

Maklum, aku ini memang sedari kecilnya seorang yang
cengeng, manja, juga keras kepala.

Dan membesarnya aku menjadi seorang yang kadangnya prejudis di atas karektor manusia lain.
Tapi terkadangnya aku jadi manusia yang  mudah jatuh cinta dengan kebaikan manusia lainnya.

Satu yang aku rapi tentang diri aku ini, aku tetap dalamannya seorang  yang butuh lawak - lawak humor yang di sajikan semasa bersantai di atas pangkin. Nun di depan rumah mak. Dan pantun dua kerat arwahnya Atuk Ude saat remaja. Kenapa? Kalau kau pernah rasa, kau akan tau, betapa manis dan nyaman rasa itu. Bahgia. Rasa bahgia kau, mungkin lain. Dan bahgia itu kan definisi untuk tiap manusia pun beda - beda. Dapat sekuntum bunga, bahgia. Dapat pelukan dari isteri, juga bahgia. Paling minimal, dapat senyuman dari admire. Juga bahgia. Itu pun jika ada.



Darling, it ain't easy.




Often we can help each other most 

by leaving each other alone;

at other times we need the 

hand grasp and the word of cheer.


Cheers darling,
Cheers.

Be happy with what you have and are,

 be generous with both, and you won't have to hunt for happiness.



Dan satu hari nanti,
Kau akan bertanya pada diri kau sendiri,
Apa duka yang kau bawa hingga aku lari mencampak diri,
Apa luka kau beri hingga aku tercalar pedih.
Dan jika akal kau peka,
Dah hijab kau buka,
Barulah kau tau,
Betapa calarnya aku.

Aku tahu,pahit. Tapi aku telan juga.

Lantai

Sofa mahal pun,
Kalau duduk tak ada rasa,
Tak guna.
Lantai sejuk,
Penuh cinta,
Rasa bahgia.

Tuesday 19 November 2013

Which one is you?

197 Careers Related to Visual Arts
(Compiled by Adele Newman.)
advertising art director
advertising commercial director
advertising copy writer
advertising creative director
advertising illustrator
advertising photographer
aerial photographer
animation director
animator (digital/traditional)
antique restorer
architect
architectural illustrator
architectural technologist
art auctioneer
art consultant
art critic
art dealer
art director-film/video/print
art editor
art historian
art lecturer
art librarian
art publisher
art therapist
art/film critic
artist-in-residence
artists' agent
assistant director
automobile specialty painter
background artist
basketry artisan
billboard designer
book jacket designer
buyer
cabinet maker
calligrapher
caricaturist
carpenter
cartographer
cartoonist
ceramic tile artisan
ceramicist
child/day care worker
children's book designer
children's book illustrator
choreographer
cinematographer
color consultant
combat photographer
comic book inker
comic book creator
comic strip artist
computer graphics designer
conservator
corporate designer
costume designer
court artist
crafts artisan
creative director-advertising
curator
cutter & editor
dark room technician
dentist
design consultant
design engineer
digital artist
digital film maker
diorama artist
director
display artist
display designer
documentary photographer
draftsperson
dressmaker
editorial art director
editorial illustrator
editorial photographer
elementary teacher
exhibition designer
fabric designer
fashion buyer
fashion designer
fashion editor
fashion illustrator
fashion photographer
fiber artist
field-expedition artist
film editor
film/video camera operator
film/video lighting designer
film/video sound engineer
floor covering designer
florist
foundry artist
functional designer
furniture designer
gallery director
gallery owner
glass blower
glass designer
graphic artist
graphic designer
greeting card designer
guide
hair stylist
haute couturier
illustration agent
illustrator-freelance
industrial designer
industrial photographer
interior decorator
interior designer
jeweler
jewellery designer
landscape architect
layout artist
layout designer
lecturer
letterer
lighting consultant
lighting designer
lithographer
logo designer
machine designer
magazine designer
make-up artist
marine illustrator
market researcher
medical illustrator
metalworker
milliner
mock-up artist
model maker
mosaicist
motion picture camera operator
multimedia designer
muralist
museum guide
package designer
painter
parade float designer/builder
paste-up artist
performance artist
photo journalist
photo retoucher
photographer
photography editor
plastic surgeon
police & legal photographer
police artist
primary teacher
print maker
properties artist
publicity director
puppet maker
renderer
researcher
restorer
salesperson
scenic designer
scientific illustrator
sculptor
serigrapher
set designer
sign painter
silversmith
special effects technician
stained-glass designer
stonemason
structural design engineer
stylist
tailor
tattoo artist
taxidermist
teacher
technical illustrator
textbook author
textile designer
theatrical photographer
tool designer
tour guide
toy designer
travel photographer
TV animator
TV background artist
TV commercials director
TV director
type designer
typography designer
upholsterer
urban planner
visual aids artist
wallpaper designer
weaver
web page designer
window decorator
woodcarver

Thursday 14 November 2013

If you refused to talk, it means a lot. Either i have to walk or be patient, a lot.

Tuesday 12 November 2013

Sampai lah satu peringkat,
Yang mana aku sudah tidak peduli rasa ini. Dan aku tidak endah segala lelah. Segala sakit,hanya mampu aku tahan dengan manis. Moga cepat lepas.

Kata yang kau lontarkan,
Yang kau hamburkan,
Walau pedih,
Tapi ikhlas.

Walau sakit,
Buat aku bangkit.

Terima kasih kerana kau sentiasa ada.