Durian's story.

Suddenly,a smell hooked me,the aroma of the durians piled along the market stalls that lined the street. Nice,very nice. Indeed. Sharp, both smell and textured. Know how i felt? I bet u don't.

Kakiuratdawaibesi

Cinta Agung

Kau tau, momen indah bila satu bau menerpa, dan automatisnya kau terus teringat pada abah kau. Yang dah lama pergi. Dan bila satu bau lagi menerpa, persis wangian mahal lelaki sundal, terus kau teringat pedihnya luka. Dua rasa berbeza. Tapi ceritanya tentang lelaki. Ah, terpulang pada kau. Persepsi manusia kan beda. Agungnya seorang lelaki yang kau panggil ayah, baba, abah, daddy maupun apak adalah kerana dia cinta pertama. Dan sadisnya kisah cinta kau kerana  lelaki juga. Yang meluka dan menghancur jiwa. Tapi, bukan semua. Kalau bukan kerana dia pernah buat kau bahgia, tidak la kekasih namanya. Tapi jodoh itu  dah di pegang, dan dia bukan untuk kau. Dunia akhirat. Maka jadilah luahan dan rintihan emosi  kerana marahkan takdir Illahi. Untung jika kau jumpa yang persis Muhammad S.A.W yang cintakan Khadijah sepenuh jiwa. Agungnya tiada tara, kerana menerima kekasih seadanya. Menjunjung janji tanpa nista. Dan paling utama, berkongsi rasa,susah dan bahgia, sama rata.

Jika ada

Maklum, aku ini memang sedari kecilnya seorang yang
cengeng, manja, juga keras kepala.

Dan membesarnya aku menjadi seorang yang kadangnya prejudis di atas karektor manusia lain.
Tapi terkadangnya aku jadi manusia yang  mudah jatuh cinta dengan kebaikan manusia lainnya.

Satu yang aku rapi tentang diri aku ini, aku tetap dalamannya seorang  yang butuh lawak - lawak humor yang di sajikan semasa bersantai di atas pangkin. Nun di depan rumah mak. Dan pantun dua kerat arwahnya Atuk Ude saat remaja. Kenapa? Kalau kau pernah rasa, kau akan tau, betapa manis dan nyaman rasa itu. Bahgia. Rasa bahgia kau, mungkin lain. Dan bahgia itu kan definisi untuk tiap manusia pun beda - beda. Dapat sekuntum bunga, bahgia. Dapat pelukan dari isteri, juga bahgia. Paling minimal, dapat senyuman dari admire. Juga bahgia. Itu pun jika ada.

Darling, it ain't easy.

Often we can help each other most 

by leaving each other alone;

at other times we need the 

hand grasp and the word of cheer.

Cheers darling,

Cheers.

Be happy with what you have and are,

 be generous with both, and you won't have to hunt for happiness.

Dan satu hari nanti,
Kau akan bertanya pada diri kau sendiri,
Apa duka yang kau bawa hingga aku lari mencampak diri,
Apa luka kau beri hingga aku tercalar pedih.
Dan jika akal kau peka,
Dah hijab kau buka,
Barulah kau tau,
Betapa calarnya aku.

Aku tahu,pahit. Tapi aku telan juga.

Lantai

Sofa mahal pun,
Kalau duduk tak ada rasa,
Tak guna.
Lantai sejuk,
Penuh cinta,
Rasa bahgia.

Forget the ones that forget you

Which one is you?

197 Careers Related to Visual Arts
(Compiled by Adele Newman.)

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If you refused to talk, it means a lot. Either i have to walk or be patient, a lot.

Sampai lah satu peringkat,
Yang mana aku sudah tidak peduli rasa ini. Dan aku tidak endah segala lelah. Segala sakit,hanya mampu aku tahan dengan manis. Moga cepat lepas.

Kata yang kau lontarkan,
Yang kau hamburkan,
Walau pedih,
Tapi ikhlas.

Walau sakit,
Buat aku bangkit.

Terima kasih kerana kau sentiasa ada.